First post ever since 2007 has been on my calender. It has been quite relax from the time I'm back. Has been watching lots of TV series like smallville, prison break, grey's anatomy. Its pretty intriguing especially prison break. How can Micheal be such a genius, looking at the details of things and came out with such a superb plan to save his brother. Ok enough of the shows. Everything will be back to normal tomorrow onwards, accelerated pace actually. Can't help but think about it once again. I'll be on the disadvantage because I already failed one sortie, but you know what? Deep down, I just know I wouldn't fail this course. Its just something you know on the inside of me. Even if I fail so what? I got nothing to lose, they will have everything to lose because I'm the child of the Most High God!! Was listening to Pastor's sermon last night and he was talking about saying good things in your spouse's and your life. Because you are blessing them without even saying "I Bless You!" Likewise saying negative things will result in cursing them without even say "I Curse You!" He added that giving weight to what the person says is also blessing he/she and vice versa not giving weight will means cursing he/she. From this sermon, I got reminded of speaking positive things into my life once again, its so easy to conform to the world and speak negative things because that's what we see, but are we bold enough to speak positive things? I am and I'm learning, Join me? I'm also going to give weight to the word of God because it means blessing Him. Proverbs 4:20 "My son, give attention to my words; Incline your ear to my saying. Do not let them depart from your eyes; Keep them in the midst of your heart; For they are life to those who find them, And health to all their flesh." To be frank, I'm not sure what was accelerated for me last year, but I'm not going to think about it and wallow in self pity because its a new year, a year of rest and fulfillment in Josiah Kelvin's life. Because Daddy's word will never return to Him empty but fulfill whatever it was sent for. I choose to believe it and Thank you Daddy. Thank you for believing in Kel.