As much as I didn't want to blog anymore, I have so much mixed feelings stirring inside of me right now.. Can I be frank? I'm scared.. Daddy, I know you are with me, I know that you have already blessed the surgeon's hands. But I just felt it.. I can't sleep right now, because tonight will past so fast..

Let me just spend sometime with you tonight and you will hug me to sleep tonight daddy.. Thank you for showing me that you are real and you really really love me.. I'm the beloved!! Love you daddy..