Offically today is my last day of leave before a new phase of training starts and that means nearer to departing to Australia. Although, still a couple of months away. It occurs to me that its coming fast!! Often I want it to come fast and finish fast, cos I don't like trainee life. But Daddy often have to teach me to be paitent and enjoy what I'm going thru now. Trainee life is that time of moulding and making the man they He wants me to be. Its the same for all areas of my life Being mould by him every single day.

Have you guys ever feel this before? You ask God for something (Your Desire), but when you are living it, sometimes you feel empty or wonder where is your destiny?
I guess I think too much at times. Can only live in His Love for me every single day! His grace is sufficent for me every area of my life.

I realise that I have a mental model that God is a hard man. Although, I know Jesus's blood have put everything on the cross, but subconsiously I still believe that God might withhold something from me because of my mistakes or my weakness.. Yesterday's sermon just sets me free! I know everyday its gonna remind me that Daddy is a good God!! Not a hard man..

I can Soar
Soar as high as ever
With you carrying me
There's nothing to fear
There's no one to be afraid of
For I'm a King and a Priest in YOU!!